Saturday, September 28, 2013
1 more day until I'm 30 and 3 more days until the infertility stuff starts again. I can't even begin to describe how sad I am to know I have to manage this process again. All the doctor appointments, blood tests, waiting and hoping on top of my extremely busy job. Today I am angry, why does everyone around me get to have kids! My husband and I are good people and have done things the right way.... why are we not being blessed! I try so hard to stay positive, meaning I try not to think about it but most of the time that's easier said then done! I am applying for another grant, last time we were runner up, so maybe this time there will be hope and we'll win. Please pray for us!